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Therefore, inspired by the bravery of my cousin and my mother's recent Facebook posts, I am ready to share ten little-known (and not perfect) facts about myself:
1. In the past thirteen years, I have lived in sixteen different houses in ten different cities in five different states in two different countries in two different hemispheres.
2. I have accidentally surfed with great white sharks in Australia, and I have been stranded on a cliff in Death Valley and marooned in northern British Columbia after my truck hit a patch of black ice and flipped six times. Despite this, my three biggest fears continue to be alligators, snakes and Ferris wheels.
3. While I wouldn’t change a thing about my years as a nomad, my vagabonding days are definitely over. At some point, the goodbyes began to outweigh the hellos, and I am heartsick over all the amazing souls I have had to say goodbye to through the years.
4. I often worry that an uncertain future is my payment for my years of adventures. I haven’t reached many of the “American dream” milestones my friends and family members have, and I sometimes worry I never will.
5. I appear self-assured and confident, and in some ways I am. However, I am extremely self-critical, and I often worry I am not going to live up to some imaginary ideal I have created for myself.
6. I am constantly afraid I am going to fail myself or others, and I have recently become prone to panic attacks. I see this as a sign of weakness, so I am very uncomfortable admitting it.
7. It is almost impossible for me to accept a compliment. Instead of simply saying “thank you,” I will generally try to convince you why you are wrong.
8. I often view my book deal as one of the best and worst things that has ever happened to me. I am overjoyed at having reached one of my life’s dreams, but I am also worried I will never be able to live up to my expectations.
9. I have only recently begun to develop a backbone. I grew up thinking my role in life was to solve the problems of others, so it’s very hard for me to stand up for myself without feeling like I’m being selfish or demanding.
10. I am terrified I am never going to reach my happily-ever-after, but I’m also beginning to realize true happiness only exists for those who are brave enough to never stop striving for it.
How about you??